What I knew, what I was told

C. What I knew, what I was told
So far, we have considered the relationship between Jesus Christ's reason as a god and reason as a person. Next, let's consider the relationship between what Jesus knows as a person and what he actually told people.
Did the Lord speak out exactly what he knew in his heart? Or, if you knew a lot, have you stopped it in your heart and never said anything? If so, what did he say? Here, two things must first be considered. (1) First of all, the Lord avoids saying or doing anything prominent about himself. Of course, a face that looks great he never did.
It seems that there was nothing to remind him that he was God. (2) Even if you said something about yourself, it was not the way Catholic catechism or theology textbooks would appear. Terms such as nature and persona came to be used quite a while later. Even the Gospels written in the second half of the century do not know that. Even more, the Lord himself and his disciples did not even think of personas.
First and foremost, the appearance of Jesus in the Gospels and Paul's letters is quite quiet. The Lord has endured the cruel cross suffering silently, without saying anything to the end. At the same time, this tranquility is a tranquility in which Heavenly Father just lived without thinking about himself. Not even to be a child of God or to be a Savior. He didn't say anything like complaining, like putting a title on a business card. They serve everyone and wash everyone's feet. "The Son of Man came not to serve, but to serve; and to give his own life, in the absence of many redemptions," (Matthew 20; 28).
The Lord lowered himself (Matthew 18; 4). He did not reign as Christ the Son of God, as "the Gentile ruler shall exercise his power" (Matthew 20; 25). So I don't think Jesus could have said so easily, in front of his disciples and people, "I am God, the Savior."
But it was not possible to say that the Lord did not teach that he was God because there was no clear word about the Lord's own holiness. Even the disciples, inheriting the mission of Lord Jesus and his church, combined with the experience of meeting Christ, the resurrected Lord, became increasingly clear in the heart of what he was like. I have. This may ultimately look like a religion coming out of the disciples' resurrection experience. However, the situation is very different. As I mentioned earlier, the resurrection experience alone cannot create the religion that is found in the Gospels.